jlsandninjas
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happy new year
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happy new year everyone hope you all have a nice new year
i sure hope i have a better one
also i hope everyone had a nice christmas
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THUNDER and other stuff and requests
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right now where i am its thundering really loudly and lightning
some reason i find thunder and lighting really cool
anyways i be posting alot soon and requests are open so just as if u want me to draw anything
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upsetting news
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ok so if u read my other journal entry you would've known that my no longer friend lied and well my grandad had some sort of cancer well the other my friend still lied and her other friend called me my best friend and my other friend called us fat slags i dunno why but she just did.
now the upsetting bit this morning my grandad died in hospital at about 2:30 or 3:00 am and i got told about 7:15am when i got up for school , and i didn't even get to say goodbye to him and only got to see him for a few minutes on sunday because he was too ill and kept on being sick and he had fallen to sleep for a bit so we left him for a bit because he didn't sleep well the night before so he needed to sleep and really it was the best thing
so back to this morning my mum said at least hes out of pain and he be always looking down at me and and cheering me on when i need it and always think of the good time he's been with us.. so yh i was crying all way through writing this so.. whos all your week been or days
my grandad has lost his battle with his cancer so now im praying that people with cancer will win there battle and live for the rest of there life cancer free so i will pray for there families now
R.I.P grandad norman my heart and prayers will always with you
On a good note it been really hot it been like 28 degrees what is hot for england when it mostly raining or just really cold here but i been really really hot
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upset ALOT
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OK so alot first
my grandad is in hospital w=because he really really ill and may not get better
my so called friend who not anymore has lied about her dad died of cancer when he not even dead
then i got told my grandad has some sort of cancer
and im not aloud to see him until next week
then im just of my grand and and because that so called friend has lied to me and best friend lied to us for about 2-3 months wow my life a mess right now
and good news it been really hot for the past whats diffrent form the cold and mostly raining here in england
so yh
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I'm sorry
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im sorry im a bit upset right now so im going to post what i feel , if you don't like go now
sometimes i feel i push people away because im scared they will hurt me
im sorry for being loud
yes i smile alot but sometimes i smile because im hurting inside
i dont know why you done this you done this to me i never done anything to you and now you think you say say stuff about me and my bestfirend and think we can be friends again no
so here
im sorry im sometimes nasty but i do it when im upset
im sorry if i cry alot at times
im sorry for somethimes being boring
im sorry for wanting to be get good grades in schoo;
sorry for being loud
sorry for for sometimes i be annoying
sorry for i dont look pretty or im not very skinny
sorry im not always funny
but im mostly sorry for trusting you as a friend
im sorry for believing you will always be there for me
im sorry for my self only looking at the bright side of you
and you pushed me to not talk to you , and trusting you with my secerts that other people dont know about me and im sorry that i always help you when your down or if your upest and now you hurt me and shown me you you are really and im sorry that i never saw that side of you
now you can take your lies and take most of my friends away but i know i got my true friends with me now and stuff
so im sorry for not being perfect 
but you made me like this
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