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happy new year everyone hope you all have a nice new year
i sure hope i have a better one
also i hope everyone had a nice christmas
THUNDER and other stuff and requests
right now where i am its thundering really loudly and lightning
some reason i find thunder and lighting really cool
anyways i be posting alot soon and requests are open so just as if u want me to draw anything
upsetting news
ok so if u read my other journal entry you would've known that my no longer friend lied and well my grandad had some sort of cancer well the other my friend still lied and her other friend called me my best friend and my other friend called us fat slags i dunno why but she just did.
now the upsetting bit this morning my grandad died in hospital at about 2:30 or 3:00 am and i got told about 7:15am when i got up for school , and i didn't even get to say goodbye to him and only got to see him for a few minutes on sunday because he was too ill and kept on being sick and he had fallen to sleep for a bit so we left him for a bit because he didn't
upset ALOT
OK so alot first
my grandad is in hospital w=because he really really ill and may not get better
my so called friend who not anymore has lied about her dad died of cancer when he not even dead
then i got told my grandad has some sort of cancer
and im not aloud to see him until next week
then im just of my grand and and because that so called friend has lied to me and best friend lied to us for about 2-3 months wow my life a mess right now
and good news it been really hot for the past whats diffrent form the cold and mostly raining here in england
so yh
I'm sorry
im sorry im a bit upset right now so im going to post what i feel , if you don't like go now
sometimes i feel i push people away because im scared they will hurt me
im sorry for being loud
yes i smile alot but sometimes i smile because im hurting inside
i dont know why you done this you done this to me i never done anything to you and now you think you say say stuff about me and my bestfirend and think we can be friends again no
so here
im sorry im sometimes nasty but i do it when im upset
im sorry if i cry alot at times
im sorry for somethimes being boring
im sorry for wanting to be get good grades in schoo;
sorry for being loud
sorry for
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